A selcouth jewel : March 2013

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Dressing up and dicking around

I have been watching the show "Big Fat American Gypsy Wedding" and I am not going to lie I really want one of those dress and crowns.

So big an puffy, horrible to walk in, very cumbersome yet I want it >.< Not for the wedding but for my 21st birthday. I have no idea what I am going to but I will have a dress. BOOM.
Maybe my friend Jenny and I can making dresses and walk around Down Town acting like vampires because that is what 21 and 22 years old do.

I more freaking out over the fact that I have to open the store...alone. 0.o Every time I think about it, my heart skips a beat and it feels like I can't breathe. GAH DYING! I don't think I'll be able to pierce a baby. I haaaate doing babies, they cry, freak out, move, just all around are hard to do.

Monday, March 11, 2013

I am still alive.

I know that I am a horrible blogger :/ I am never on here and I suck at writing.

In other new...I FINALLY GOT MY PAYCHECK!! After 3 long weeks it came in 3 days early, C also got 50 dollars but then spend it then he won 20 annnnnnnd spend it too. C and I really need to start saving money more >.< It is really bad. It doesn't help that I really want another tattoo or clothes or SOMETHING. I feel like I haven't spend any of my money on myself for the last 6 months. It is always the rent or the apartment, neither one of us got any new clothes.

Tattoo wise, I want something loud and colorful. Something where everyone can see. My shoulder or feet/foot.

I love both of these so much, it isn't even funny. I also want half dreads too but I would have to wear a hat to work everyday so I may just make some dread falls before I get them. Like I said there is so much that I want. New clothes, C needs new jeans. I also want black streaks in my hair and I want clip in extensions. Want want want. Fuck...I want so much.