Dressing up and dicking around

I have been watching the show "Big Fat American Gypsy Wedding" and I am not going to lie I really want one of those dress and crowns.

So big an puffy, horrible to walk in, very cumbersome yet I want it >.< Not for the wedding but for my 21st birthday. I have no idea what I am going to but I will have a dress. BOOM.
Maybe my friend Jenny and I can making dresses and walk around Down Town acting like vampires because that is what 21 and 22 years old do. 


I more freaking out over the fact that I have to open the store...alone. 0.o Every time I think about it, my heart skips a beat and it feels like I can't breathe. GAH DYING! I don't think I'll be able to pierce a baby. I haaaate doing babies, they cry, freak out, move, just all around are hard to do.