Same shit...different day.

It feels like my days are becoming the same thing: Wake up, dress, eat, computer, read, work, sleep. Repeat. Even worse it feels like it is just a waiting game, waiting to fall asleep, waiting for C to get a call back, waiting on the background check, waiting to get paid. Just waiting and waiting and waiting...Gaaaaaaah. So freaking tired of it.


I keep saying I want to got to school or I want to work out yet I just feel like I have no energy. I don't want a pill to make it all better or a quick fix, I just want something to change. For C and I to have money. To have some purpose in life. Not just a mindless drone.

I know work is taking a turn for the worse and my hours are being slashed so I am filling out job apps yet I have to wait on payday so I can get resumes.



GAAAAAAAAAAAAH

In a huge funk :/

It is looking like I have to push my tail back for at lest a week now, it would be rather foolish for me to spend all of 500 of my paycheck. So 250 from this pay check and then 250 from next paycheck. I'll order my tail in the middle of Feb and not the beginning like I though. 

Very serious post :(

It seems that I have some how pissed off some higher power. C and I are low on money and low on food. I am not going to lie, it getting harder to be cheerful and upbeat. Today C and I got into a fight this morning. Today is one of my rare off-days and he asked if we could go to our home town, we also go to our home town when we have a off day. Most of the time he visits friends and I am stuck wandering around town because no one in our home town really much likes me.


We decided to go to one of the malls in Houston...BAD idea. Everything was overpriced and when went ice skating and it just cost so much money. 3 hours to get back because we got lost. Twice. JUst not a very good day. 


The job for C still hasn't called back and I got my feelings hurt at work. When I got hired I asked for more training because I didn't understand the opening and closing process.
Fast forward to now when the AS (assistant manager) was fired and the woman who was going to be AS was moved to be manager at another store. I thought I was going to get AS because I've been there longest and I know the in & outs of the computer but it got offered to the girl hired after me, she turned down then it was offered to the girl hired after her.

24 hours to 48 hours

If a place tells you they are going to call you within 24 hours to 48 hours, is that a no? C was told that by the last job interview. I know this is a huge hit to his ego and I am started to worry :/. It doesn't help that I got a interview at a Disney store and Lush store. I haven't told him about those just yet and I am not sure how too.


There is drama in the mermaid world and I am not bringing it here but I have to say is that smells fishy. Pun totally intended.

I honestly have no idea what to write about.

Today C and I worked out, it was killer on the body and it dawn on me how out of shape I am right now.  I want to from this 

To this

I asked C how many pound I needed to lose and he said the standard male answer that I didn't need to lose any weight. Very nice but unhelpful. I am thinking about 15 to 10 pounds. What do you think? 

In grim news there was another shooting 11miles from us. Very scary.   

Amazing, daunting, nervous, awesome news

There has a reason that I have neglected my poor little blog : Work and Amazing news! Hopefully someone from a renaissance festival very soon will be watching this video. 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=509345685749302&set=vb.100000216262180&type=2&theater

Or another video that I and C take (with my new fish butts tail that I am ordering in 20 days) 

I can not wait XD So close. 

I am going to write even if it kills me.

I am going to start writing everyday with a word limit of 500 words...even if it kills me.


As of right now I am taking a break from my taxes :X No fun, man. No, fun at all. I am hoping for at least 500 back because...

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

FISH BUTTS IT HAVING SALE! A full silicone tail for half price.  A tail like this would be normally be 1,000.

Www.fish-butts.com

Fish butts is having a sale from January 15th to April 15th, were all the full silicone tails are half price. They are $500! That is a steal. A lot of my mermaid friends are over the moon about this, my nonmeraid friends think I've lost my mind.

C and I have been wanting to dig for gemstones for a long time. We've been looking for places in Texas but have yet to find any good ones. We found  a place called Crater of Diamonds State park  in Arkansas. It has a fee of $15 a day plus camping. 

Updates: A million and one

What up buttercup, what is new...um caribou?



I still work at the Sex shop but I am common-law married to C! Still live in our hellhole apartments, still poor, still wanting to live in a yurt, still mermaiding.

Yurt porn

There been some drama at the shop lately, I believe we're all females we all get on cycle and we all piss each other off.  I can't saying thing more then that. 

C has a interview with B and B for a job and I am so happy.