It feels like my days are becoming the same thing: Wake up, dress, eat, computer, read, work, sleep. Repeat. Even worse it feels like it is just a waiting game, waiting to fall asleep, waiting for C to get a call back, waiting on the background check, waiting to get paid. Just waiting and waiting and waiting...Gaaaaaaah. So freaking tired of it.
I keep saying I want to got to school or I want to work out yet I just feel like I have no energy. I don't want a pill to make it all better or a quick fix, I just want something to change. For C and I to have money. To have some purpose in life. Not just a mindless drone.
I know work is taking a turn for the worse and my hours are being slashed so I am filling out job apps yet I have to wait on payday so I can get resumes.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I keep saying I want to got to school or I want to work out yet I just feel like I have no energy. I don't want a pill to make it all better or a quick fix, I just want something to change. For C and I to have money. To have some purpose in life. Not just a mindless drone.
I know work is taking a turn for the worse and my hours are being slashed so I am filling out job apps yet I have to wait on payday so I can get resumes.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAH
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